Honesty

I am having a hard time with honesty, maybe reality not sure just yet. I don't like where my head is leading me. My heart aches for the joy and excitement of....something I just don't know what that is right now.

How is it that my head and heart can't be together on anything? My head or "reality" keeps leading me down a path that my heart or "honesty" refuses to even try.

Example: I have researched and read about how "health care industry" is growing, booming, thriving because well the baby boomers getting older and all the diseases, duh right?! I tried nursing for 2 years I have diligently pursued a career in nursing. I started climbing the long and tedious ladder of nursing. I have seen and cleaned things that I NEVER thought I would ever have to clean but I made it. As far as jobs goes, I cant find one that makes my heart is really happy.

As far as the job count goes, I have had roughly 7 jobs in the last 2 years none of which obviously worked out. So now here I sit with another decision....what next? Really what do I do next? I have had so many jobs, last count was about 115. No joke. With all the jobs why can't I find one that I love, hell I would settle for half like at this point. So what's next? To be continued....

New Beginning

I had started this blog in hopes of documenting all my many jobs. Well as you can tell I was not so successful. I had hoped that by reliving all my failures at business that I would find that one thing or one skill that would help me become successful at something. You see that is where I am these days, trying to find "it".

I have had lots of jobs in my life. I have been blessed enough to be given lots of opportunities to dabble in this and that. With all the dabbling, I have never found my "it". I like to think of myself as very creative but I am not an artist. At least not in the sense of sitting down with a pen/pencil and paper and creating something beautiful. I just need to find a way to figure out my niche in this world, so that what we are going to do together!

Over the next couple of weeks I want to devise a plan to find my "it". You will have to bear with me because well I have never done this before. I think I want to make a "bucket list" of some sense. So that is my plan, by tomorrow I will start to post my plan or list to find "it". I am off.....

A New Week..

So here we go again! Today I sent out only 2 resumes but I applied for 10 jobs online. Mostly nursing jobs, a couple of customer service jobs too. I am starting about looking into assembling jobs. I have always been blessed and have never had a job like that before but that doesn't mean I am better than that. At this point I would take any job!! For how long? I don't know!

Update

NO CALLS!! I didn't get any bites on my resumes this week. I guess I need to revamp my resume and look in other fields. Let's see what happens.

Here we go again..

Well I tried looking again for a job. After no success during the holiday season, I have now taken the task up again. I have expanded my search to include medical billing. Since I have had experience in almost every field, this should be easy right?

I sent out about 5 resumes this week. How many bites do you think I will have?

Where to begin?

As I tell my husband who often loses things, work your way backwards. So the last job I had was with one of the local news channels. My official title was Payroll Coordinator/Accounts Payable Clerk (Accounting clerk). I worked there for about 8-9 months. For now I think I will only give the title and for how long I was at the job, otherwise this would much longer than 1 year!!

I think I would have to say that it was a fun job. Got to hear live music and free food almost everyday. It really can't get much better than that! The people..that's a whole different story. Just because someone is beautiful on the out side doesn't mean they are beautiful on the inside. More to come..